He talks aloud The sound a Booming voice in the Empty corners Of these empty rooms. Yet all the mourners Have long gone. Still, he has no choice. Who else is there To hear but Him? Or whatever is Akin to Him. Maybe the neighbours Think he’s mad. They see a sad man Alone But know he’s not Squawking on The telephone. He’s in a conference With ghosts. Talking and raging And venting without The least acknowledgement. But on he goes. Asking questions Without answers. Wondering why he’s Been brought so low. And what are the chances That it will ever cease Before all told. Would some sign Be such a violation? A crime to offer just An ounce of peace? Instead, just stillness Between his railings. And the suspicion That all his failings Are willed by some Unseen current That he flails against. As recompense. For everything he didn’t do For her. For them. In the end.
The Cross He Carried
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The cross he carried made him tarry Too long beside the road. And so, he found the others Had moved on despite his load. And as he loitered, so their voices Grew faint …
Really liked this. The structure made it flow fast, enhancing the sense of quick moving, ever-changing, and tortured thoughts. Nice job.
people say mental illness is just biology. what do they know of lava-fields like ... failed vows, stolen valor, tender things stepped on, frantic frights to protect pride, ego-self-pettings, secrets kept and unkept, vices camped out in ... and monsters embraced